It's A Girl!

Trinity's pregnancy wasn't an easy one, in-fact I wasn't ready for what I was in for with this little one in the womb, with Lyrik it was cakewalk comparatively.

I had made about 5 or 6 hospital trips to labor and delivery with-in the last 3 months of my pregnancy in pre-term labor, I think it had to do with the stress that was dropped on me all at once. I had kidney stones, and IUD's, and just plain labor, I also had to have medication to stop labor.

Well finally the night before I turned 38 weeks, I was having contraction, nothing painful, just noticeable, I went in they said I was 3cm, then sent me home. Well I woke-up around 5:30am and I had my sister over for Lyrik incase I went into labor threw the night. I had pretty hard contractions, they where painful, but I was still able to actually play a game on my phone threw them, I decided to go to the hospital just in-case, on the drive there (me driving myself) I was in so much pain I had to slam my other foot into the floor of the car push my back against my seat, and hold my steering wheel with a death grip, this was all in 10 mins from me playing a game, to death!

Well the drive was 15 mins, I get there and they do the pee in the cup, undress, get in the bed deal. I wasn't able to sit in the bed, and the dumb nurse seen I looked like I was going to die, and she still went in and helped the claim patient, who wasn't even in labor, before me!?FINALLY she comes in because I screamed someone please help me! So she comes in helps me lay down checks me and tells me oh I am only a 6cm, then I was like please give me an epidural I am going to died please, she was like I need to call your doctor first, then start an IV. Then she put the moniters on, and I am liderally feeling like I wouldn't survie another mintue. So I call Justin (Trinity's Dad) and tell him I am in labor I am only a 6cm, this was right around 6am, so proceeded to tell him it might take awhile! Right after I finished that sentnce another contraction came, he was asking some stupid question about when should he come, and It was so painful that, that all I could do is yell "HELP" for the nurse, "I am going to have her", "she is coming out, I am going to die!!" ha, then I hung-up on Justin, I wasn't sure if he was going to come, based off our conversion. She comes in and proceeds to tell me I need to claim down, that I am probably scaring the other patients, and that she isn't coming out yet, I am only at a 6cm, and my water hasn't broken, that if I don't claim down I will raise my blood pressure and it will affect the baby, she then iv's me and I was bagging please give me the epidral, she starts strolling me to my room, and then wants me to get up and get into the other bed, as soon as I stood up and sat on the other bed, I said "I feel like I have to go poop, do I have to poop should I go? She was like no that's just the babies head moving down the cannel, NEVER did she think well hmmm.. maybe I should check her. ha, well the ansigalisgest was in there when I got in there and he set me up right away, the nurse had to hold my hands and my feet, and talk straight into my face, because I was in so much pain I was dying, ha she was trying to claim me and talk to me about my Son, she could tell I was pushing, while she was talking to me and she contuined to tell me not to push, I said I have to I can't stop it. Then when he was finished I said she is going to come out. This nurse though I was crazying because it had only been 15 mins from when she last checked me and I was only 6cm, and my water still wasn't broken, so I lay down she only opens my legs a little and goes "OHHH.. your crowning.." yeah you dummy, like I SAID she is coming out!! She was like we haven't even told your doctor to come yet, so she goes and calls her, oh not to mention, my doctor is the same doctor I had with Lyrik, she only did his pregnancy, she didn't acutally birth him because she was out of town, well that night before when I went in and was only 3cm, she told me that my doctor isn't on call till 7am the next morning. So this nurse was like well, we aren't supposted to call her, I WAS LIKE YOU BETTER CALL HER! She already missed my Sons, birth! Ha, she called and the damn nurse kept telling me to not push and wait for the doctor!! REALLY my babys going to come out on it's freaking own. Threw this all and me first getting my epidral, I COULD FEEL EVERYTHING i kept saying is it going to work, I can still feel the contractions, and she was telling me we have 20 mins after 20 mins it's taken it's full affect as the mins clicked on I was still in a lot of pain, and they are telling me to wait for the docotor so not only am I dying, but I could make it all be over, if the docotor was there, by just getting her out! After the 20 mins I was STIll in pain, this is when she told me the truth, that is probably couldn't catch up with my body moving so quickly or something weird like that. Finally 6:50ish she comes walking in (my Doctor), she has to break my water, which they all where like wow what a strong sack, considering her head was coming out, and it hadden broke probably a good thing, or she would have came out! Then in comes walking Justin!! I push three times at the most I think and there she was, so perfect and beautiful as ever, I heard her gaspt in the fliud, and I notice she wasn't breathing, I told them there is something wrong with her, she isn't crying I heard her breath fluid, they where rubbing her and trying to get her to breath, and then took her off me and I couldn't stop looking over there, they finally said she was breathing again, and I could tell because she was crying a little. But they still had to keep her in the Nursery for an hour after I got to hold and feed her to just make sure she was okay. I love everything about her, I love her more and more everyday! I am so blessed to have two heathy and perfect children, I can't wait to watch them grow and learn!!

Trinity Rose Buervenich

June 29th, 2010

7:01am

6lb 4oz, 19 inches

Here is one of her newborn professional pictures.